
NYC, 2006. I’m visiting Genevieve and Charlie, staying at the apartment they share downtown. What I’m really doing is testing my New York-living skills, navigating through the very early stages of a plan to move out East. I decided to stay for three weeks. Far longer than I’d ever been away from home at any given time. It’s also the first time I’ve ever spent my birthday away from fam. At this point, though, I’d never celebrated my birthday, so there was no big to-do I was missing out on–just the comforts of having random friends feel awkward around me, not knowing if it was acceptable to tell a Jehovah’s Witness “Happy Birthday”. I never minded.
In trying to acclimate myself to the city, I figured I’d better start participating in some of my more routine tasks from back home–familiarizing myself with all the places I’d be visiting in order to continue on with these traditions. Number one, at the time, was records. Oh, records. Thank the lord for Karding and Ryan and ‘The Beat Market’. It was the best after-school hangout spot and I expanded on my love for vinyl and music and self-inquiry and loads of other shit.
It was evident that if and when I did move the New York, I would NOT be taking my humble, yet sizable record collection with me cross-country. I’d have to start fresh. A chance for a clean start. I could now meticulously arrange my collection according to bpm, instead of alphabetized, as I’d done in LA. I could buy ALL originals, preventing the taint of dodgy represses that plagued my first library. Word.
I went all over the city, ducking into spots that were mostly overpriced, but usually never lacking in selection. Like real good shit. Like the record this post is about. Rasa’s Everything You See Is Me. I can’t remember the store’s name, but could take you there if we walked the streets of the LES together. I walked in saw the cover with the sun and bird flying through it and got that tingle. I put it on the courtesy deck and was blown away. Everything was so smooth and perfectly placed. The singer’s voice so familiar, but in a “voice of God” kinda way. I’d never heard it before, but knew it like an old Golden Girls episode. The subject matter was all love and romance, but in a spiritual sense. Swedes singing about the perfect love that one would find when they allowed Govinda into their hearts. I’m bugging out at this point. So I drop like $13 and I’m on my way.
Quick aside: This record also earmarked my transition from cheapskate record buyer, to moderately priced vinyl semi-fiend. At any time before this, $13 for one record was simply NOT going down. When I heard this piece, though, it became real clear, real fast that $13 wasn’t shit to get my head blown.
I did end up moving to NYC the following year, but only ended up staying for two months. It was fresh, but life had other plans. I’ll be back, I’m sure. For now just seckle.
Rasa, “Everything You See Is Me”
“Of lights, I am the sunshine
Of stars, I am the moon
I am the splendor, I am victory
Everything you see is me
Of life, I am the living
Of death, I am the time
I am the seasons turning
I am flower-bearing Spring
I am the splendor, I am victory
Everything rests on me
But still I am free
I am the wind, I am the sea
All beings are in me,
But I’m not in them
Of secret things, I am the silence
Of sounds, I am the ohm
I am the wind, I am the sea
Everything you see is me
Of men, I am the monarch
Of strength, I am the strong
I am wisdom, I am memory
Everything you see is me
I am the splendor, I am victory
Everything rests on me,
But still I am free
I am the wind, I am the sea
All beings are in me,
But I’m not in them
I am the splendor, I am victory
Everything rests on me,
But still I am free
I am the wind, I am the sea
All beings are in me,
But I’m not in them”